再次启程 – 德克萨斯

有跟随我最近博客的朋友可能知道,过去两个月经历了一次抑郁插曲。

总结原因可能是我太相信自己内心强大到可以一个人不需要任何社交媒体也可以很开心的存在。 忽略了疫情期间除了通过社交软件,没有什么渠道可以和世界各地的朋友们保持联系, 然后隔离和在家上班的日常让生活没有很多新鲜的血液注入

西雅图进入了秋冬 天气连日阴雨天

其实原来在卢森堡也并没有什么不一样 只是从前根本不会让自己有时间去担心天气的问题 每周的行程总是满满当当,旅行,聚会,出差。。。

然后在某个周末突然和男朋友诉说了所有的情绪 制定了两个月的旅游计划 德克萨斯,纽约,夏威夷,以及哥斯达黎加

我并不需要活得太出世 在热爱工作和规划自己的生活的同时 总是需要一些改变来刺激我“活着”的神经

今日读到的一篇文章, 开篇很是喜欢,摘录至此 “ The notion of normal exists until it doesn't. Everyone is lost within their own realities, thinking they have to follow a certain path or must wait until a certain time to do certain things. None of that is real. It is all made up within the mind to make you feel comfortable. The reality is anyone can purchase a plane ticket or quit their job at any moment if they so choose. One's habits can change immediately if they are determined enough to change them.

The same rules apply for a society. If a majority of members within a society simply stop believing in certain rules, that rule becomes nonexistent. It all sounds well and simple but the truth is human nature gets in the way. People follow incentives. It's why people follow the laws, otherwise they will face negative consequences, which is against their self-interest. So what should we be afraid of? We should be afraid of those who have no regard for themselves and wholly submit to what they believe in. Those people are the ones who generate critical mass. ”

2020.11.01 On plane from Seattle to San Antonio